Tuesday 30 March 2010

♥ March, When I Return

阿牛一直问为什么没有更新我的blog,原因当然是我很懒惰咯 ><
这还要说的吗?加上之前电脑坏,然后就没有再写了,久而久之就没有写啦。嘻嘻
月考已经过去咯,接下来的日子就是面对PPD发的考卷,运动会(虽然我没有参加,老师也不得空教书丫),最后就是半年考 ==
时间怎麽会如此的快?眼看SPM的日子是那么的接近,我根本就还没准备好,怎样面对SPM呐?

我啊,最近真的很多问题烦,真的!
好多人都变了,变的如此的陌生 ~ (而且也看几个人不顺眼)这是事实
我不能面对所有的烦恼?
我不能有烦恼吗?
我不能自己做选择吗?
为什么总是觉得我过很好?
为什么总是喜欢拿我跟人家比?
你们到底了解我有多少?到底有多少人了解我?
谁知道我喜欢什么,不喜欢什么,讨厌什么,不爽什么,看不顺眼什么 ...
你们懂吗???
我没有比任何人过的好,我也是要努力才会有收获
你们为什么都不尊重别人的选择?
我有钱?我没工作,所以有钱的不是我!谁给我钱花的,你们知道是谁吗?
买点比较贵的东西就是有钱?是你不舍得花,而不是买不起眼名牌
如果说我没有买名牌会死,那很抱歉。那个人不是我,而是另有其人
为什么说话的方式都喜欢这样?都喜欢带有刺?
或许你不是故意的,不过你们还是改一改吧!别增加别人的麻烦了,拜托

我真的受不了 ~!
我以上说的话请别说我是Emotional还是没有珍惜我所拥有的东西
我只是把我看到的用最平凡的心情表达
别告诉我做人要知足,我很清楚那是什么,不需要来提醒我

LaVenDer

Tuesday 16 March 2010

♥ 还是

耳边的旋律还是 “ 回到过去 ”
LaVenDer

Monday 15 March 2010

♥ We Are

No matter how, we are BEST FRIEND
FOREVER ~! Until END of the WORLD right ?
LaVenDer

Sunday 14 March 2010

♥ 回到过去

一盏黄黄旧旧的灯 时间在旁闷不吭声
寂寞下手毫无分寸 不懂得轻重之分
沉默支撑跃过陌生 静静看着凌晨黄昏
你的身影 失去平衡 慢慢下沉
黑暗已在空中盘旋 该往哪我看不见
也许爱在梦的另一端
无法存活在真实的空间
想回到过去 试着抱你在怀里
羞怯的脸带有一点稚气
想看你看的世界 想在你梦的画面
只要靠在一起就能感觉甜蜜
想回到过去 试着让故事继续
至少不再让你离我而去
分散时间的注意 这次会抱得更紧
这样挽留不知还来不来得及
想回到过去

思绪不断阻挡着回忆播放
盲目的追寻仍然空空荡荡
灰蒙蒙的夜晚睡意又不知躲到哪去
一转身孤单已躺在身旁
又回到过去

LaVenDer

Saturday 13 March 2010

♥ I Am Back

Finally I come to UPDATE my blog, I think I am stop using it around 1 month. Because the computer keep bring the problem for me, that's why I stop using. Okay, I am done my monthly test at Wednesday. Hmm, I am still facing a lot of PROBLEM. Relationship, study, family, money, love. Actually it is just a every 17 year old guy smallest problem, take it easy ~! Okay ?

Well, yesterday was my school " Merentas Desa ". Wow, a wonderful experience in my from 5 life ( Last year ) No more 17 year old, No more naive smile, No more SPM too. I was happy yesterday I am attend the activity, haha. How about my body ? I am aching all over the fatigue == I do not have a good sport cell, extremely awful !! But I like sport, love it so so much =) Basketball, Swimming, Badminton, etc. Unfortunately, both of it I don't know how to play also. Haizzz
Today and tomorrow my house there will have a activity of " Karnival Sungai ". Yea, my house beside it only, why nobody gonna believe me ? In front my house I will keep seeing the Malay youth, if I no mistake. Haha. Selongor Sultan came on the morning, my mum saw it, wow ~! Because the Sultan is came to deliver a speech and the police block the road. My dad, bro, sis cannot drive out to working. HAHA, I was just stand beside them laugh and call my sis take a knife to kill our Selanogr Sultan == I knew I am talked the nonsense ~!
Okay, stop here. I will upload the photo at facebook, if I free.

LaVenDer