I am who I thought I was in a tangled jumble of words That were once a tangled jumble of our legs and fingers Once even a tangled attachment of our hearts I swear, if you go on I’ll be happier Because like puzzle pieces we looked perfect and rounded We imagined sliding into one another’s smooth perfect grooves But quickly we found jagged broken shards in between our cracks I didn’t seem to fit, I just wasn’t right We were meant for different puzzles with different pictures Without you who am I ? Well, I am who I am without you.. You who is not who I should be You know what…
Once again the clouds gather,once again it begins to rain……… Once again I begin walking through the vast stretch of the memory lane. Some forgotten, some half remembered and some memories which I wish i could forget. Rains bring along shares of joy and pain. Rains are a bliss when the earth gets parched in the scorching heat. Rains are a curse when they claim so many lives together with so many dreams as floods.
My memories of the rain are an admixture of happiness and some deeply ingrained sorrows.Rains remind me of those tender childhood moments. Rains were sometimes scary too, i still remember how i used to hug my mom every time the lightning struck. Rains remind me of that intoxicating smell of earth and those seven colours of the rainbow which i used to see and feel from my terrace.Every time I wanted to school, these rains used to be an excellent excuse. I grew up with the rains. I have enjoyed seeing people enjoying the rains by getting drenched, so often have i contemplated with the idea of throwing away my umbrella and going out for a rain dance .But circumstances have always prevented me from doing so. Rains have always had an intricate relationship with my emotions.The day when i stood second in my class for the first time after years of being on the top consistently, it rained heavily that day.
Till today i couldn't understand was it raining that day in happiness or was it the rain of my pent up emotions which lay hidden within me for three long years. Ever since the rains have always been a part of my life. From the rains of childhood,to the rains of my first love.. These rains have brought along a myriad of feelings.Sometimes of innocence as a paper boat, sometimes of scare as the thunder. Finally of the pain of never being able to walk in the rain without an umbrella and say like the great comedian Charlie Chaplin had once said " I love walking in the rain, because in the rain nobody can see me crying ” .
No mood to write any post, but just feel wanna tell everyone what happened on yesterday, haha. It's a meaningful day. Why ? fun, love, tired, play and a heavy rain strom. Can you imagine we started tuition at 12.00 pm until 6.25 pm, it's quite long you know ?
Okay, let's me tell a story right now, haha. Around 6 hours tuition BM and we separate to 2 class. End of the first class already 2.45 pm { If no mistake } Then all of us was gonna had our lunch, freaking hungry !! Some of them going Mamak, Pai Ku Ben, Chong Ho, and " WE " had lunch at other place. Practically, when we across the road and pass by a lot of shop, FOR US " it's not really far " BUT.... after we order the food already, OMGGGGG ~!@#$%^&* You can't imagine how big the rain O.O ??? So, no choice. We have to go back, time's up !!! Beside that, the auntie was borrow the umbrella for us, 7 person using 2 umbrella, 1 small size, 1 big size. HOW TO USE ?? I using umbrella with friend more wet than I run == So ya.. I choose for running back to Delta
Wink =) The whole class I guess we're the most wet ==' and grace tay asked : Why never calling me to pick you up ? Both of us like : WHAT ??????? Of course we thought before, but who dare to call her ? { Nobody what } That time we ran back a lot people haven't come back yet, so Grace Tay decide to fetch them 1 by 1 { SO GOOD !!! } How come I still want to ran like a cow to came back ? DAMN, seriously !!! But I had a great time with friend, although I'm not happy to someone. Hehehehehe
After teacher picked then, we continues our class.... END
A day passed and a month passed but I did not hear from you My tears fall and my heart burns This is not it, it's only temporary This is not gonna be it, this is not gonna be it This is not gonna be it. Don't try to cheer me up The empty space you left only gets bigger
I see you again and you, you are my love I see you hundred times and I, I am your love You are my match made in heaven You took the wrong path, that's all Even if I am born again, I only want you Even if I love again, I only want you You will come back, you will come back Because without you, there is no me
You said you love me and where did you leave abandoning me ? My two hands that you held and our promise how could you leave throwing me away and breaking it ?
This must be a dream, this must be a dream This must be a dream, don't fool me I hate how I'm left alone
I see you again and you, you are my love I see you hundred times and I, I am your love You are my match made in heaven You took the wrong path, that's all Even if I am born again, I only want you Even if I love again, I only want you You will come back, you will come back Because without you, there is no me
I thought all of this was a nightmare. Ah~ I just want to wake up from this dream.
When I open my eyes tomorrow I hope everything is nothing but a dream oh I hope everything is nothing more than a realistic dream I hope for you I still want you
Even when I look back again, you, you're my love Even if I look (at you) thousands of times, I'm, I'm your love Approved by the heavens, you're my love We've been separated for a while, that's all
Even when I see other girls, I only want you Even if I love another, I only want you You will come back, you will to come back because without me, there is no you
(YES LETS GO) Every night, I pray, not for my happiness but for misfortune For your sake, not for me, so I can't love another You are the only one for me You are my heart's one desire I'm not going to change. Even if I'm born again, I only want you
Even if I'm born again, I only want you Even if I love again, I only want you You will come back, you will come back Because without you, there is no me
Remove latex paint from skin: Pour a generous amount of baby oil on a cotton ball and scrub.
Untangle a necklace chain: Massage a dab of oil onto the tangled area, then use a straight pin to carefully pull apart the knot.
Peel off bandages: Avoid involuntary hair removal―and extra agony―by rubbing baby oil over and around the sticky parts of an adhesive bandage before pulling it off.
Slip off a stuck ring: Massage oil onto your finger and rotate the ring until you can slide it off.
New Uses for Dental Floss
Unstick a photograph: Slide a length of dental floss under the corner of a photo that's stuck to an album page or another snapshot. Work the floss between the two surfaces to separate them without damaging the picture.
Save a necklace: Rescue a busted strand by threading the beads onto dental floss for a quick, sturdy fix.
Hang a painting: To hang lightweight artwork that's not in a heavy frame with glass, use dental floss in place of picture wire.
String a popcorn garland during the holidays: Just thread the floss through a needle as you would ordinary sewing thread.
Tie your hair back: If you don't have an elastic, use it to hold your hair before you wash your face.
Cut a cheesecake: Use unwaxed, unflavored floss to slice any soft layer cakes, or homemade cinnamon buns from a roll.
New Uses for Antacid Tablets
Clean a toilet: Toss in two dissolving antacid tablets, such as Alka-Seltzer, wait 20 minutes, then brush.
Remove a stain from a vase's bottom: Drop a tablet in a little water and let it sit for several minutes. Wipe and rinse.
Soothe a sting: Dissolve two tablets in a glass of water, then dab on bug bites.
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New Uses for Cotton Swabs
Touch up paint on cabinets or walls: Or use a swab to apply wood stain to elaborate carvings on furniture or scratches on furniture and floors.
Keep your phone charged: Use a swab dipped in alcohol to clean the battery contacts of a cordless phone, cell phone, or laptop. This will help maintain good battery connections and sustain the charge for a longer time.
Make a face: Apply Halloween greasepaint with a swab and save your makeup brushes for the good stuff.
Tote touch-up makeup: In a tiny evening bag, rub cotton swabs in concealer and eye shadow, sealing them in a plastic bag, and tucking the bag into your clutch.
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It's September, lol. Sound like I'm talking nonsense, everybody knew it.. Thanks my sister and brother bought some dress for me ♡ I Love it Actually I'm suit to wear dress, more nicer right ? HAHA However, normally hang out with friends I wore pants often I guess it's more comfortable or myself feel were dress in front my friends is weird So ya.. Hard to see me were dress in front you, LOL Skip school today, stay at home finish up my Account homework But, still left 2 question I don't know how to solve it. DAMN !! The main reason was my mummy and sister went to Cambodia, so... They're throwing me alone at homeandI need to do housework =_____= I HATE YOU !!~ I'm not kinda good girl or use to is do housework, I ADMIT Of course, I can do all those housework, just not use to it Don't think I'm so bad girl k ? Hehehe { Diffident }
Stop here, gonna watch movie or do homework again Haha, I haven't take bath yet. Wink =)
