Change

Maybe I can start over

Please give me another chance

I want to prove that I can be trusted

The feeling I have right now is hard to explain

Like why should I talk when you think it's a lie

Coming to realize that reality has slapped me in the face

Not know the decisions to make, overwhelmed by the choices.

It scares me to know that one little mistake can cause a train wreck

I'm scared

Scared to grow up, scared to fail

To the point of not trying

Because if I don't try then I have nothing to fail at

Maybe that's why I run from my problems

I hate being wrong, and when I am, I run and hide so I don't have to face it

But in the end it never works

I need to grow up

Realize that I have to face challenges head on

No more hiding

No more running

Time to be a mature girl

LaVenDer