You shouldn't believe

Because of your existence
Pretend how strongly to oneself
Actually it's myself to let you knew how i pretend
You shouldn't believe - I am a normal person

LaVenDer

Who Knows What the Future Will Bring

I know you may not believe me
The answer is not clear
But if I can let you see
I am trying to get rid of my fear

I'm seeking my feelings from up above
All our memoires seemed to go too fast
The answer may end in what we think is love
Unlike what it did to us in the past

By the time you read this, you'll be in a different place
You can be gone anywhere to a year
And it might be difficult to trace
So this is not so hard to hear

The years will come and go
By then I'll be off to college
And it will seem like a long time ago
When we both needed more of our knowledge

So this is my dream
Maybe in the future we can be one
A pronounced team
Saying that we finally won

The timing for now
Won't be good for either of us
We just can't let this allow
And this seems like a must

When both of us have our futures set straight
I will have to admit
That it seems like our fate
For each other, one will be in it

For the time being
Lets still remain the best of friends
It won't be like I'm fleeing
Because of love will never end

For the both of us the future is our calling
Both of us doing the things we want to do
The answer and wait might be appalling
But that is our final clue

It might be our destiny to be together
Only the future knows the best
Maybe we will be with one another forever
Or that can be one's final test

Sure we can still text and call
As best friends should
Still let us not go down and fall
I knew all along we could

So farewell my friend, the Marine
I'm so very much proud
Fighting for ones country, and wearing the brave green
I just want to shout that out loud

Wherever time may set
Our friendship will remain strong
Like ever since the day we met
It might as well be written in song

Can't wait to see you in a year or so
May it be then or not when we start our love
We will just have to wait to know
And listen for our message set from above

For now let what I have written all be true!
I can't express how proud I am of you !
You are
The Few. The Proud. The Marines.

LaVenDer

School Reopen

Recently keep on meet my primary school friends
I miss them so much =)
At last we have time to came out and hang out
Hoho.. Sorry I was late today
Chen Deng and I was not really wanna go back
Because tomorrow school reopen again

LaVenDer

Happy Birthday Darren

Today was a busy day ^^

Went to The Gardens and waited a long time at Jojo house
I am look so carefree right ? Hoho

After finished my dinner, I went to Darren party
When I haven't reach
You can saw what they are doing !!
Friendship Forever

Happy Birthday to Darren

LaVenDer

Recover

At last I am recover =_____= ( fever two days )

Maybe you're really thinking I am CRAZY
I went to Sunway Pyramid with Da jie AGAIN
Because need to help brother bought shirt at Renoma
Anyone want to buy it ?? Got discount now

Night, I finished my Belly dance class
I went to Aeon "again" watched G-force and meet a lot of ex-school friends
Nice show !!

LaVenDer

Waterfall

Yeah !! My new Tattoo ( FAKE )
I went to Waterfall at Negeri Sembilan ( Do not knew where is it ) @__@
I was really happy and enjoy the trip
After play finished the water

Brother and I

We four =)
Waterfall.. Nice ??

Around 12.00pm we went to take lunch - Ji Bao Kai

Hoho.. Take it until get sick
Stop here !

LaVenDer

First Day Holiday

Yea.. I went to Sunway Pyramid today
We have fun at there & take lunch at there ( Burger King )
Thanks daddy bought a skirt for me.. LOL
My first day holiday start =)

Mushroom !!

Me ~ Me ~

Beloved Mummy

Forever 21

My sis and I

LaVenDer

Change

Maybe I can start over

Please give me another chance

I want to prove that I can be trusted

The feeling I have right now is hard to explain

Like why should I talk when you think it's a lie

Coming to realize that reality has slapped me in the face

Not know the decisions to make, overwhelmed by the choices.

It scares me to know that one little mistake can cause a train wreck

I'm scared

Scared to grow up, scared to fail

To the point of not trying

Because if I don't try then I have nothing to fail at

Maybe that's why I run from my problems

I hate being wrong, and when I am, I run and hide so I don't have to face it

But in the end it never works

I need to grow up

Realize that I have to face challenges head on

No more hiding

No more running

Time to be a mature girl

LaVenDer

1 Month

Haha.. I have 1 week holiday stay at home

Edson will go Thailand by this Saturday, so good

Exam coming soon ~ He still very enjoy his holiday. LOL

Anyway.. Enjoy your holidays ya

Start form now I need to K so many many books.. Aikks

Mathematics dunno how to do

History haven't study finish

Account some part already forget

EK more BADLY

I do not know this time will die until how ==

By the way, I will try my best ya =)

Today went for account tuition class

Xue Kee was told me today will is last class for us

BUT.. after finish tuition teacher said after 2 week we have one form 4 class again

Gosssh !!!

At last time time table was printed out

Start busy at October
SPM ~~

LaVenDer

Witch

I hate my science teacher

She is witch !!! Hoho

Tomorrow morning need to see her agian

Aiksss

LaVenDer

Update

I will update my blog when I free

Now i have to done my EK and Account homework

Exam coming soon !!

My Tattoo
I paste it at Friday =)

Let's see what look I at house ==

Haha.. I am not really wanna give this face

Somemore I didn't comb my hair

LOL

EK ~~

I hate EK !! Trying my best to done it

I am just finished take this "BAO"

Which "BAO" at my stomach now ?

Cha Shao ? Cai Bao ? Chocolate ? Certainly not Chou Dou

LOLX

LaVenDer

Torn Off

Memories have been torn off

No one there are ways to save the memories

Before that, we was a very good friends

But now ? Seems to meet a stranger

Please don't think I am easy to understand and easy to bully

Actually you do not understand me

Just like I do not understand you also

Nobody knows

LaVenDer

September

A few days I never come to updated my blog

Do not know what the daily life I am living, everyday felt like a very tough battle

Comparison of last week I am really better now

Do not knew what I am thinking

Do not knew what I am doing

Emotional suppression again ? Haha

I do not know !! Maybe I am trying my best to forgot something that I want to forget

You are really make me so VEXED

You just always do what you like and no regard for the feelings of others

I am not your TOY !! I am human, a normal human..

I have feelings and I know what should I do for my friends

However.. when you only need me, you only would think of me

For the things you said isn't LIAR ?

P/S: I am lose my bicycle today

I hate that person who stole my bicycle, you will die soon

LaVenDer

Feeling

Always felt that this was not what I want

Hope tomorrow is a nice shooping day

Hoho =)

LaVenDer