Terrible Day

Speechless + Unspeakable

I knew anything will pass.. Yea it will

But when only can STOP the action ? Next year ? After graduated ?

Chun hao told me it is just a MISUNDERSTAND

He said anything will pass, anything will become good and he will prove it

I knew that is your good intentions.. Thanks

You are told me a lot just now

You hope I can be myself on next Monday.. I am always be myself

I didn't change it with anyone !! I still is myself

I am so sorry for your party to make the mood so down

Note : I am didn't get the SPLIT PERSONALITY & EMOTIONAL

You told me they just dislike only, but not hate

Is it the meaning got any different ? Actually is the SAME ?
Do not deceive.. Just said it will feel more relatively

You no need apologize with me and I am not blame with you

Really !!! I am very sensible

No matter they said I am PROUD or PRETEND..

Today I feel upset, but I will stand up after that ! I am not so FRAGILE

Although sometime will get them hurt "because I am a girl"

In any case, I will cry also =(

I am so surprised you said you are knew everything. You are the second one knew.

You told me: Don't see you every time quite, but u knew it

I AM TIRED

I AM TIRED
I AM TIRED

Yea.. I am really feel tired

Today at Pizza Hut, actually I am going to cry

However, I feel so helpless !! I am telling myself STOP SHED TEARS

Although I didn't cry out, but the heart already have a lot of SCARS

You and Edson told me don't try to get the impact from them

Yea.. I am trying

Is it this is my DESTINY ?

Perhaps someone is to sacrifice, I think that is I - Victims

If I leave then anything is done ? What should I still so determined ?

However you don't agree it. But that is FACT

P/S: You said you will prove it

Because you don't give me lonely at there

I just wanna tell you..

I am really happy to acquainted with you all

Somemore said I am PRETEND that one, I feel you more pretend than me

Because only you will at other pepole do some dirtys thing

Especially - SWEARWORD

Don't worry about me, tomorrow will is a nice day

You all should understand me =)

LaVenDer

Exam Over

Hoho.. Yesterday went to aeon watch Transformers =)

It is quite nice !! NICE MOVIE & WORTHWHILE TO WATCH
I am fall in love with the bumblebee ^^

Who says girls cannot like Transformers ? I am the one special

Skip*

Today.. Tired day ==

Yesterday was not enough sleep and busy whole day

Today need to take a good rest and EXAM WAS OVER
Haha. Feels so good now ^^

Morning, we catch by Tan Leong Hee +__+ Because Chien and me stand on the stairs

Two are still in the Cold War.. Haizz

In fact, tomorrow I really do not want to go

I just give Chun Hao face only, he has told me have to go ><
Now, I just want to go somewhere alone and quite place

Let the brain take a good rest

I hope all goes well tomorrow

LaVenDer

Misunderstanding

Anything will be pass

Just need to take some time

I believe we can do ^^

Misunderstanding should be resolved
Don't take it become more deeper

It's a journey, we have to take it now
Try to solve it k ?

If they does not accept that, this is they profligacy

LaVenDer

Behavior

Today have BM, EK, MAT test

Omg.. My EK maybe can get 0% ==

I am didn't hardworking at third monthly test

What happened to me ?
Last time even I do not know how to do, at least can answer 2 or 3 questions

But now ? 1 question also can answer at all

Disappointed !!

I am try to inclusive you, I am really try my best now

Because I knew a friend is not perfect

However, you should also BEHAVE
Don't try to act like a NUISANCE because it would be more nuisance

If you do not stop your BEHAVIOR
You will lose more and more, do you believe me ?

Sometime I am really tired to see you all

How come you all cannot be more mature ? Like to get some silly things ?

Do not you feel it funny ?

Why like to do some things behind other people were not visible ?

Really ridiculous ! Do you think you are perfect in this world ?

No !! YOU NEVER BE ABLE TO

So please.. Stop doing those thing

Sometimes just do not want to quarrel, if I want quarrel with you do you think I will lose it ?

Childish ==

I have been patient, things just do not want to screw up

Stop here..

I have to do some revision now

LaVenDer

Position

Unconsciously you in my mind already have a fixed position

Been in so long since, many things are different

I also learned a lot of truth in life

Thank you, accompanied by =)

Tomorrow got monthly test again

Tired !! Actually this few day I never touch my book also

Miserable

LaVenDer

Nice Day

Today we all went from Jojo's house cut hair

This is second time i give her cutting

Hehe =) quite nice

My mummy and sis also said very nice. Lolx

Happy Happy*

Edson: Sorry for disturb at your home ya
Haha. Feel embarrassed == and thanks for your lunch

LaVenDer

Thursday

I am so regret today was bring my Nike bag go school ==

Anyway.. I am didn't show of my bag

And I didn't said anything to my bag too !!

I am so hard to COMMUNICATION to you recently

I knew you are not in the mood

But i dunno why u keep on evade of me

Are you CRAZY now ? Really hard to understand of you

After school I have to go tuition
Let's see the below

Haha.. The girls sit in front of me ^^
I m not really want to take your figure viewed from behind ==
Actually the light was bright, but the camera so bad
That's why the photo came out become like this

LaVenDer

Happy Wednesday

I took it after I tuition today

This onion just in front my house

I felt it was so noisy at morning & evening =(

Then I went to Meru learn Belly

Today we took quite many photo ^^

But some was not in my phone

I will upload when I free

Today school have kecegasan activity

Haha. Our teacher was so FUNNY ==

Especially the Mo Goh and Soo Mooi. We can't STOP laughing !

After that, we have Dodge Ball activity too

Student VS Teacher. Haha

LaVenDer

Where I Stand

Here I stand, until the time

Was it a crime to see what cannot be touched

Hear voices speak words that can't be undone

Was it my fault I was invincible

To the naked eye, I am invisible

I cannot be seen, because no one wants to see me

I am different, different from the rest of them

So they ignore me, but I don't ignore them

No one is friendly

Why were they so blind

Because I am not them

I am only mine, I am different

But I can see

But they can't see me

I watch them fall, divided they fall, together they die

But here I stand

Until the end of time

Was it a crime that I was unique

Original to the human mind

I was invisible to there standards

Invisible to their lies

But as they kneel to beg

I watch them beg

But here I stand until the end of time

Was it a crime for me to live my life

A crime for wanting to survive

No one would answer

So I will wait until the end of time

LaVenDer

I Do What I Like

I decided to study Education

If there is no accident *

Some people will be surprised why I chosen Education

Nothing.. It is just I like school and teaching

That all =)

Night, I go Mcd with Er Jie at Bukit Tinggi

Because I unhappy whole day

That why she bring me go ate Mcd

Haha. Thanks

We still share some FUTURE

LaVenDer

Hate

Today our school have education exhibition

I walk around the campus
I saw many course @__@ Hospitality, Communication, Account, Per-U

I dunno which one I want ==

I thought I know my Interest very well
But actually I am not understanding by myself at all

When the consultants asked which course I want taking ?

I said : Errmm.. SWT

P/S: Just now quarrel with family

I hate he doesn't care anything of us

I hate he always thought he is correct

I hate he why anytime can b a suck of dad

I hate I hate I hate

LaVenDer

Forget

Forget what your loved, how long you will it take ?

To forget a person, that you have to really want to forget

Forget that it is not difficult to do, but they are determined to be very difficult

Although a person forget the pain it is difficult
But have to learn how to use a smile to the face of life

Instead of using his life to cherish the memory of the past irreversible

Why not use the moment to seize the real future of their own ?

People cannot live in the memories of a lifetime

Life there are many beautiful landscape, waiting to be found !
Falling in love with him only a matter of seconds

Forget his life have to spend as much time
But the result is still unforgettable ==

A very short life, no matter what experience, are worthy of us to recall

Sad or painful loss, which are written on our growth path
There are some people if deliberately to choose to forget, so that you do not want to forget
The human world really have a lot love stories
Perhaps you are now experiencing the envy of a people to love, but you have to learn to cherish
Do not forget that love is like holding sand in his hands
The more you hold tight, more will be lost ~

LaVenDer

Ordinary

Today is a ordinary Sunday
Nothing happened

Yesterday went to E.T tuition

Teacher asked me : 11 a.m already ?

I said : Yea teacher (actually still 5 minutes)
Suddenly my friend said : Still got 10 minutes ==
Lolx.
Teacher said with me : Aiyookk.. I asked you izit time up you said YES ?
Haha.. But some people already GONE
A lame message

LaVenDer

Journey

Yea.. You do not see wrong
That is not me ! This photo taken at 2007 (Er jie graduate at kwang hua)
I was be ATTRACTED in this photo*
U can feel their smile was so resplendent =)

I ENVY ~
I know 2007 is her lovely time, although can't went back same as before
Only 1 time to give us enjoy our from 4&5
Everyone must enjoy it ^^

This is the journey that must pass

LaVenDer

Fear

Who will SACRIFICE for you ?

Who will really care about you ?

Please do not NAIVE !
No one can be completed it

Who would want a sick person ?
Did you know..

You need to CHALLENGES the life every minutes

Everyone is scare to death when EXCESSIVE BLEEDING
Do not AVOID ! You need to courageous to face it

LaVenDer

Happy Birhtday Chien

Happy Birthday Chien ^^

Friendship Forever
Sweet 17 =) Mwk
Hope you dream come true
Happy always ya
A successful career woman*

Let's see the photo..
Look like 21 years old birthday?
That Chien said: Yohh.. you do 21 years old birthday ?
God ~ That time i only from 2
You know ? Silly !!

P/S: What happened to you ?

Are you fine ?

LaVenDer

Perhaps

Making me tired busily of the life
Can the earth stop this second ?
Let me prepare the departing of the next second
Perhaps..
A transient second enough to let me make a new decision

That is enough !

I will not disappear

My existence

My heartbeat

All will prove their love

Love will not disappear in our life

Memory will be old

People will grow up
Time will leave away

But.. That feel will not disappear in our memory !

LaVenDer

I Am Not Prefect

Today my brother help me take the report card

Yea. No reason
How come I have this suck of dad ?

Ok. Let 's we forget it*

I already no more impressure
Teacher said I am no hardworking at all
She just teached me 2 week only
How she know ? Silly

Waiting my sis at SHA'KO
Then went to JJ =) Window shopping
Skip*

Yong Zheng: I am not intentional
Maybe he now sure very very angry with me
Haiz.. Forget about it
I think is myself emotional suppression
Later make you and him quarrel
Sorry

LaVenDer

=)

Yong Zheng: Thanks for your care ^^

I m fine, dun worry =)

Haha. I am didn't angry with anyone

Just not in the mood only

Emphasize*

LaVenDer

New July

Wow..
Finally I absent again ==
New July have a new TARGET

P/S: Yesterday teacher said my dance IMPROVED a lot
Yeah =)

Thanks teacher ^^
After the dance class I go S&J help Chien bought the present
But today cant take for you

Sorry ya

LaVenDer